I feel disgusted and depressed about sleeping with my husband who is 29 years older than me?

im at my friends house.. i need help.. i feel like im going to vomit when my husband comes on to me.. when he touches me i cringe inside.. it feels like he's a ual predator.. i feel used when we have . also the thought of him is just so ewww. he's 47 yrs old and weighs 200 lbs so he's a little overweight and he's losing his hair.. im not physically attracted to him. i dont want a divorce.. i just got married.. so i think i should at least try to make it work. i want to give him a chance.. he is a pretty nice husband outside the bedroom. he looks after me financially and he takes me on vacation, buys me things, and he makes me laugh.